Sigh. I got a C+ for Genomics UT. I think the other UTs will be worse. Sigh. I really can't afford to let my grades drop now!
People always say, 'When you give, don't expect anything in return'. But how do you do that? A mother's love may be unconditional but still, the least she would like to receive is a 'thank you'. If I put someone first, I don't like to be placed second. If I gave away something, I expect something of equal value back.
But this isn't what life is supposed to be about. And how am I supposed to change the way I think, the way I feel? When will I ever be satisfied with not being perfect? What is enough for me?
I don't wanna be always looking back, wishing I could turn back time. I want to look forward to things in life, and move on.
I'm a total wreck. I need a miracle... To get me back on my feet. Or, was I even standing in the first place?
I got a loonnngggg way to go...
